I've lost my heart, I'm feeling nothing;

I typed a whole chunk of words and was thinking whether does it make any sense to anyone. I just pressed Ctrl-A and backspace button. I bet nothing could describe what I'm thinking, feeling and my mind is as empty and white as clean printing papers. I couldn't fix up my lil tiny thoughts, somehow their floating away. Maybe its a good thing. I think I cried too much during the previous days, somehow, I can't cry now. Nothing flowing down from my eyes, maybe they are flowing to the place where my heart was. Maybe, maybe. I don't know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna find out. Just simply maybe. Nothing's gonna change even if I clear things up, right?


It sucks when youre feeling like shit while your music playlist plays a song titled as "My life would suck without you" Thank you my Windows Media Player. Sigh.




I tried too hard, too tired, too drained, too confused.
Kill me, will you?