I'm seriously confused. Do you feel lost when you had nothing in mind that you want to do or you desire? When I've something to think of, i feel occupied. I know that i own something. But having troubles filled up my mind doesn't make me happy either. Thats why I'm confused. I don't know what i really want, what i really desire. Can anyone make me talk about this. I know someone that could, but its no longer possible. I gave up on the thing that i treasure most, the thing i need most. Now, i have nothing and nothing is what i have. Then i shall treausre nothing and i can't let anything go either. I love anything. But i feel so empty without nothing. I just don't know what i really want.

I don't know who are you refering to. But i hope its not me. You know i cried? But i don't know for what. I just felt that i've lost my friends. Lots of backstabs. And someone that love me yet i can't give my love to that someone in return. Its just weird feelings that mixed up together. So tired. Maybe this is another of my break downs.

After the O levels, i'm free from all this torturing stuffs that i hate.

Bye peeps (: